About LA Judge / Nodecaf:



I am 46 year old VERY Dark Psi / Elemental - Environmental vampire (Dark meaning negative feeding) residing in Baltimore, MD. While I can feed via all methods, and am occasionally sanguinary (with the proper donor), I prefer Psi & Elemental - Environmental energies because they best fit my energy needs and leave me feeling balanced. Like many vampires, I too am very empathic. I read as much from empathic input in my contacts with others as I do by the actual words they are using.

I awakened at age 14 and have been in and out the vampire communities since that time. I am a HUGE supporter of community and mentoring. Vampirism is so often a misunderstood condition, even by those afflicted with it. I strive for my work here with the VC to be open and honest to those seeking knowledge and to foster better relations between the various fractions of the REAL vampire communities.

Veritatem dies aperit.

LA.



Question: In your personal life, is there certain situations which make your vampirism become more prominent either emotionally or physically? If so, do you feel that others take notice?

Greetings,

I’m kind of uniquely linked to my urban environment. As a Dark (negative) feeding Psi / Elemental - Environmental Vampire I feed from negative under current that is strongly present in big cities. When younger I used to only feed a couple times a week in massive doses, I have found that as I have aged that has changed significantly. In order to keep from feeling weak, rundown and overly aggressive I now feed several times a day in much smaller amounts. Doing so keeps me well balanced.

Physically, as I have aged I’ve had two things have happen. I now have a constant headache, it’s always there and there is no medical relief. Also I am VERY much more affected by weather pattern energies. As a younger vamp I rarely felt the affects of approaching storms, now I physically feel even the most minor ones. I get weak, feel physical pain, have severe migraines, develop nausea, sometimes run a temperature and more as storm fronts approach. Once a storm has arrived, the symptoms pass and I then NEED to feed on the storm energies in order to regain my balance. The stronger the storm, the worse my symptoms and unfortunately this only seems to be getting worse with age.

Do I feel that others take notice of my vampirism? Probably not since I am not one to wear being a vampire on my sleeve. What people do notice, particularly those close to me, are the physical symptoms, the headaches and all. And even with that, since headaches are now so much a part of my daily life, I have learned to deal with them instead of having them dictate how I deal with others.

Veritatem dies aperit.

LA. Judge / nodecaf

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